My mind in a lost now, what should i do? I find my life super meaningless now.My intention was to study at september.Trying to save money yet with a mere 3 digit salary, how to?Intially, i thought, every month a $200 will do.But whenever i got hold of my salary, tried doing a calculation, all i will be left is my transport/food money.I don't even have any leftover for entertainment nor some pampering for myself.Due to this, i rejected my ex-co birthday celebration, which i am very guilty about it, luckily for her, my Xuan clearly understand me and she agree for just having a small gathering this Sunday, thanks so much Da-jie.She's truely a Da-jie who had been taking care of me when i'm still in Tenchi.Because of this, i gave up the top which i had wanted so badly till i went to try it everytime i am in that shop.If its the younger me, i had already purchased it without even hasitating.After that great incident happened on me, i finally knew the importance of money.I always think when buying something, even for food.Pathetic i know.I am that pathetic now.Laugh for those who want.My body is getting weaker, i can't ton through the night, can't even stay awake while working.I dozed off while doing services, i yawned countlessly everyday.I can't be that weak right?I wanted to cry out loud but i had to be strong.Even i'm poor, being looked down on, being stepped on, being ditched away, whatever it is, i am Zi jun, thou tissue is very weak, but this tissue will not being tore so easily.At the very least, i still have people who truely cares.
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