我真的很不开心. 很不开心. 又有誰知道. I had been dumping other's people worries on myself every now and then.Till i am "overflow" with worries.I tried to accommodate everyone and neglected myself.Everytime a person came confess their worries to me, i will always try my best to console them and try all ways to help them.Not knowing that i myself had worries too.Forgotten i myself, a human too.How can a human who tried to accommodate with everyone everytime and yet pushing herself to her limit.I always tell myself " Always help a person, you'll never knew someday you could be needing that person's help ".I sincerely thank those who had helped me, i won't blame those who even tried to shut their phone off, human's are selfish, and will always be.Call me a jerk if you want.You are one too.I came to understand human after what i gone through.In this world, everyone only help themselves, how many handfuls of them willing to lend a hand?I will return your kindness if you once helped me, i will off my phone if you once ignored me.Thanks for that.
Only my family and baby stood by me everytime i fall.Some of my friends do too.
I'm glad everything is over.I We want to start anew.
-5:35 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Finally i had that tinny winny time to update my dusty blog *sweep the dust away*.In my workplace somemore.
First, HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!! Bet all girls will dolled up themselves radiently today.That's including me.Anyway, reason for not posting fequently, WORK.Drowned myself with WORK WORK WORK for the past weeks, same old routine, woke up at 7.30am, dolled up nicely, reached workplace, learn at the same time while working, ended work, waited for baby if i still had that little energy left, reached home lying flat on bed like a dead fish, sleep.
Happy for baby, he got a job like finally.Pretty smooth for him now.Duper glad.
New Year sucks for this year, finally saw some true form of my some relatives.Yes, i'm married, yes i had to give hongbaos now, that doesn't mean you had to stare at me so to relatively hint me to give a hongbao to your next generations -.-. I don't need your $12 that desprately, i meant it.
On a happier note, life wasn't that tight and bored now.Learning new skills as i knew if i had to choose studies over work, i would be wasting my parents' hard earned money once again.I'm not those that can excel in studies given that if i really had put my mind into it.Tried before, no use.Darned, work was stressed, i know i am a trainee in hand now, so had to tolerate with their demands at times, it's ok, i am and i will put up with their demands right now as i am after all, a trainee.Will learn everything i can learn from you and upgrade myself faster than you can imagine :).I am a fast learner ok.Just if i put my heart into it.
Recieved a call from a long lost friend, though we had conflicts way before, but i am thankful and truely happy that you called because you cared.Misunderstandings always triggers quarrels.I came to understand this phrase after going through so much.Yes, so much that normal teenagers at this age wont ever went through.I knew you will be reading this so i'm wroting all these.Stay in touch.
Hubby xing
Eightbros
-5:35 AM