You gave me as a present to my beloved elderly in 1989. You made them doted me like a precious stone, making them giving me the best they could ever afford.
On a age of 3, You threw a temper and i had a fever of 41 degree. You made me left a bitemark on my pap's thumb that can't be eased. In a hospital, You decided to make my doctor went mad and threw me into a bucket of ice cold water. After that cold war, You decided to take away my memory for awhile, making me like a stranger to my dearest. Yet i endure.
After my age of 3, You grew bored of me and decided to left me alone while looking for others to play. Thank god for this.
Year 2008, You decided to come back to me and torment me even more.
You gave me a life of two, on the tail of July. Making me all confused yet decided to keep them. For this, i treated as fated.
10th of September 2008, You gave me a disaster wedding, making me all wear and tore. Unprepared obstacles. Yet i continue to endure.
After the wedding, I thought You've finally let me go. No, you didnt.
On the very fateful evening, November 10; 19:05pm, You took them away when i'm fully anticipating for them, using the most cruel way you thought of. Giving me all the pain You can and torment me for at least 8 hours. And yet i thought we are not fated to be as mother and sons. Continuing, i still believe in You.
Praying and praying to the above, thinking that for once, You'll willing to let me go, leave a peace of life for me.
But You didn't.
Deep inside, i always ask myself. WHAT IS IT THAT You WANT FROM ME!!!??
You had made the most miserable year out of me. When will You willing to let me a peace of my life? When will You give me a good rest?
Would You at least, give me a good peaceful old year?
Hubby xing
Eightbros
